Sunday 1 June 2014

RUFTAAR..... .

Gilee reth par pavo ke nishan..dur tak chalne ke nishan....vibha un pavo ke nishno ko bahut acchi tarah pahchanti thi...kyu ki who us ke wajud ko acchi tarah ander tak janti thi..barso ke ahsaas se--barso ki yaddo ke--phir barso ki apni aatma ki awaz mai dabe hui--us chare ko andar tak janti thi..koi kuch bhi kahe--who ak aurat ke sath sath --ak who shakshiyat thi--jise khud se--khud ke liye insaaf karna atta tha.ha..who gilee reth par pairo ke nishan ------vibha beman se udhi aur baramade mai aa kar baith gaye..barish ke jane ke baad us ke gilee ahsaas ko mahsus kar rahi thi...aaj puranmasi hai...ha us din bhi puranmasi thi..kaise bhul sakti hai,jeewan ka who sach-------vivek-- us ka sarvang,jo us ke liye jeewan ka who sach tha,jo us ko vibha ko,us ki kamjori ke bawjud bhi pyar karta tha..achanak vibha ki ankho se ansu chalak aaye.apne sharir ke ander ke chipe sach--chipi kamjori ko mahsus karti hui,who din yaad aaya,jab who sach un dono ke samne aaya tha....
      Vibha ne vivek se prem vivah kiya tha.pyar ka iijhaar vibha ne mandir ki dalheej par kiya tha.kaisa sanyog tha || vivek aksar mandir atta tha aur vibha to roj hi jai thi.na jaan na pahchan,par shayad kudrat ke khel kaha kab kis ko mila de,koun jane....yaad kiya mandir mai puranmasi ki aarti ke waqt ,dono paas paas khare he.bhir bahut jayda thi,logo ki dhakka mukki ke beech---who dono kab sath khare ho gaye,kisi ko pata nahi chala dhayan tab tuta,jab pandit jee ne aarti ke waqt dono se yeh kah diya ki bhagwan satyanarayan tum dono ki jori banai rakhe.bahut pyari jori hai.aur vibha ke sar par hath rakh kar us ko sada suhagan hone ka aashirwaad de dala.achkacha kar vivek ne vibha ko dekha to vibha ka chara sakte mai tha.parsaad le kar jab who bahar nikle,to pahli baar dono ne ak duje ko dekhaphir dono apni apni ruftaar se gujar gaye.ha par dono ke dimag mai ak kashamkash thi.dono raat bhar so nahi paye.phir es ke baad kuch din vibha mandir nahi ja paye. apni car se chalte hui ,ak nazar mandir ko bahar se dekh leti.aur vivek us ka dimag to suhnay tha..par itna sachet jarur tha ki who vibha ko dundh raha tha..kyu ? kis liye ? udhar vibha ka dimag bhi suhnaytha--par sachet itna jarur tha ki vivek se milne se katra raha tha..par kudrat ka faisla kab kaha de jaye---- koi nahi janta...kai dino baad dono phir mile..mandir ki sarak jaha khatum hoti thi waha..dono aamse samne the----nishaband....bahut dher ke baad --vivek hi bola...''kaisi ho' vibha ne bahut dher baad soch kar kaha 'mai teek hu,aap kaise hai ?' phir ither uthar ki baato ke baad,vivek ne us se mandir na aane ka karan pucha.'' tabiyat teek nahi hi '' vibha ne palke jhuka kar kaha...'' kyu kya hua ?'' vivek chintit tha. '' yu hi kuch khas nahi '' vibha phir chup ho gaye....ghar aa kar dono hi samajah nahi paye ki koun si dor hai,jo un ko kheech rahi hai..par waqt ki aisi ruftaar ki pandit jee ne--vivek ki mata jee ko shikayat ki----ki aap ne apne bete ki shadi mai mujhe nayota kyu nahi diya ???? maa choki ''pandit jee abhi shadi kaha??? ladki to aap ko dhundni thi '' ''phir who koun thi '' pandit jee ne sari baat vistaar se batai..maa ki anbhavi ankhe us ladki ko dekhna chati thi..kisliye ?? waqt ki ruftaar ne kadam badai aur pandit jee ki galatfahmi ne maa ko un ki bahu dila di..aur vivek ko pa kar vibha nihal ho gaye..shadi ke do saal kab udh gaye,pata hi nahi chala..maa chati thi ghar mai kilkariya gunje.waqt ki ruftaar ak baar phir gujar rahi thi..char saal phir nikal gaye.maa nirash ho chali thi..vivek maa ke kahne par vibha ko le kar doctor ke paas gaya..''yah kabhi maa nahi ban sakti'' doctor ki awaz ne un dono ko hila diya..vivek es liye dukhi nahi tha ki vibha maa nahi ban sakti.bus who to vibha ko dekh kar hi dukhi tha...aur maa us ka kalejakaap udha..waqt ak baar phir ruftaar se udha aur phir dus saal baad ja kar ruka..maa es douraan es duniya se chal basi.vivek vibha ki duniya mai maa bahut aham thi.phir un ka who intejaar ----kilkariyo ka  intejaar ----vivek aur vibha ko rula rula jata...vivek ko vibha se koi shikayat nahi thi...bus who to hamesha ki tarah --us ke jeewan mai--khushiyo ke rang bharna chata tha--par vibha ke andar ka tufaan --us ko kachot raha tha..who vivek ki maa ka sapna pura jo nahi kar paye thi...so aksar udas ho jati thi..panch saal ka lamba waqt phir nikla.vivek ke paas sub kuch tha...vibha--ak pyari se patni--ak safal gharani...who kisi bhi kimat par vibha ko khush dekhna chata tha...aur vibha bhi apni kamjori --apne dukh ko khud mai dafan kar--vivek ko har tarah khush dekhna chati thi.
              phir ak baar vibha ki nazar,us gelee reth par pare pavo par pari...ansu ki bunde us ke galo par latak aaye.ha who barish ki bundo ke ander apne ansuo ko milati rahi..itna milati rahi ki kab us gelee reth par ---ak baar phir pavo ke nishan aate dikhe..par ab barish ki ruftaar tez ho rahi thi.aur es ruftaar ke sath sath us gelee reth par---who pavo ke nishan ---jo us ke vivek ke the...aa kar us ke pavo se mil gaye..ak masum se puchi--us ke galo pe hui---par who vivek ki nahi thi....vibha ki nazre udhi aur who haairaan thi...waqt ki es ruftaar ne  un dono ke pariwaar ko pura kar diya tha.vivek ka yeh chokane wala waqti ruftaar us ko,us ki vibha ko-----masum bacchi dila gaya... jo vivek us ke liye anathalaya se laya tha...
              vibha waqt ke faisle se bahut khush thi.bahut khush....Bhagwan ka sukhriya ada karti hui,,,who vivek aur masum kali ke sath jeewan ke rangeen sapne bunne lagi.....

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